Thursday, April 16, 2009

"I loved being pregnant" people


What the hell planet are these people from?


Really, who loves this?

I find it to be painful and restrictive, on its best day.


Every time I hear someone say that from now on, I will secretly call her a liar. I think that maybe they remember loving pregnancy, but in reality, they have simply blocked out what blows.


Just contemplating wanting 2 children, but knowing I would have to brave this all over again is making me reconsider. I can look at adoption in a new light. Not that I was ever against it before, but I also felt like I really wanted to experience this. Now, not so sure.


Yes, all you people ready to lash out at me, I know there are many people who wish so badly that they could get pregnant. Sure, I feel for them, but when I want to crawl into bed at 7pm, I feel for me. When I wonder how I am going to tolerate the hot flashes when summer rolls through and I am gigantor, I couldn't care less about them.
In fact, as my sciatic nerve acts up and nausea sets in this morning, they couldn't be hidden more carefully in the back of my mind.

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